Lately I have been thinking a lot about why things happen the way they do, even when it hurts so much. I came to the conclusion, and I am still not sure if I actually firmly believe in this, that God just perhaps has something better in store for us. By the word better I don't mean that whatever we were going through was worth crap or anything, but that something is in store for us that befits us even better than before. I came to this conclusion yesterday, when I was in over my head, fuming and upset with anger and hurt at someone I really care about, my ex boyfriend. I will refer to him as my "ex boyfriend" and whoever reads this blog can assume it is him unless I specify that it is about some other ex boyfriend. Because frankly, all my other ex's are just not really worth pondering about at all. Anyways, after meeting up with my bestie at Barnes & Nobles, I decided to go to this lake close to my house and just clear my head and think some. It actually helped. The lake was so calm and serene, I couldn't help but to mimic its mood. Although I may not exactly entirely accept my own conclusion, I will have to one day because I believe it is the only thing that can keep me sane. I am not typically some crazy, emotional girl, but I guess I was yesterday. Everyone has their moments I guess...
Aside from my melodrama, today I finally received my belated birthday present from my parents in the mail: my new, red marc by marc jacobs wallet! I love it and can't wait to put all my things in it. I haven't yet because today I am having one of those very "blah" days and am too lazy to do anything particularly productive. But, I gotta say, I love these kinds of days too!
Some more detail into my life: Last night (or early this morning, I should say) at around 3 a.m. me and a few friends got the miraculous idea to go to Walmart and wax my guy friends chest. As we were inside Walmart looking for the wax, we realized we needed a microwave to heat it! And so we went outside my friend who was getting his chest waxed's house to do it. It was one of those random summer night things and it was hilarious, I don't think I've laughed so hard in my life! My sister did all the waxing, as I am not too keen on such things. But it was just SO funny to watch a guy go through so much pain!
Aside from that little tid-bit, my aunt also left for Vancouver, Canada a few days ago and so we might, might be going there before school starts on the 23rd. I really hope we do but because it is so very last minute, it might get a little expensive. I have to say though, Vancouver is the perfect way to end a not-so-eventful summer since all I did was study (which btw, I officially moved back my test date so I have some wiggle room). Although I still do need to hit the books and what not, Vancouver would be a really nice place to do so since I've gone there so many times. Therefore, I've already seen everything. But I'm just dreaming cause I highly doubt my sister and I will go. My mother, however, most likely will since it is her sister who's there and all.
Okay, enough gut-spilling for tonight. Time to get back to peeling my soaked almonds and finding a good movie to watch online...
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