Too Much

Thursday night I decided to relax and go out because I was having some internal female frustrations with myself. We all went to this cute little "village" and all my friends insisted I drink and stuff since my 21st b-day had just come up! And so I got incredibly intoxicated + some other things t0o. Hehehehe. I had fun tho, one of my guy friends even gave me a lap dance which was horrifying actually, but it was all in fun. Also, last night my cousins and sis decided to just have a girls night. We went to a wine tasting cafe called and ordered a bottle of bubblies with a cheese platter. I love cheese, I wish I could have some right now! Afterwards, we went to a pub right next to it to eat and I had been craving fish and chips, so I ordered it and it was delicious!

I have to say I am really impressed with my cousin. Let's just say she was really going down the wrong path and digging herself in deeper and deeper and now, she has managed to hold on and dig herself out. Seeing her this time was truly inspiring, I am really proud of her. Bad experiences, as long as it doesn't kill you, can only make you stronger. I feel like the worse the experience, the more stronger you come out as a person. I know it's such a cliche thing to say, but I really believe it. I've gone through a certain amount myself and I believe I am a much stronger person than say, 3 years ago. I just haven't been able to test this strength and actually can't wait to. But everything happens in its own time!